The feeling of having someone and not having someone is totally two different things. Life is never fair. As for me, i suffer. Eventho good things i do for someone turns to sour and tears. I learn to forgive and forget. Trying to put everything behind.

I came across "jerks" and "assholes" who said they are "manly" enough to take care of me and commit. Those are bullshits. Bullshits. They cover in mask. Before you know, you've been cheated and lie. You feel lost,confuse,sad,anger,hurt,broken.

They think that by doing so it doesn't effect me in a way. They are so wrong. I suffer most of the time. Handling all the shits they left behind. Things i shouldn't take responsibility for. Things i shouldn't worry too much. Things that wouldn't get me into trouble. This is what i get for loving and treating them the "right" way.

Why is that so i suffer?
Why does it hurts?
Why does everytime i get to know a guy,he would turn to such a "person" who still exsit in this world?
Why do they always cheat me? my money?
Why do they make me suffer so much for all their wrong doings?
Why do i suffer this much knowind that i was faithful and loving towards u?
Why?Why?

Being there for you up and down. From food,clothes,shoes,and money.

No "thank you" were said...

When youre in problem,who's there to lend a hand? Loan you money? save your "sorry ass"??

Have you guys ever wonder why you guys do this??

Have you ever ask? "Oh my she suffer so much"

Have you guy ever feel sorry for doing shits to us?

Have you guys notice? Care?

Its just sad to know..my life have always been lies and lies.

sAD TO KNW.